Mood : Random

Listening : that's when I love you by Aslyn 

Life, could be scary. So here's the deal. Everyone lives with different life. Some people are rich and pretty and they can get whatever they want to, where as some people are poor and ugly and they cant get whatever they want to. Life's unfair, right? Agree with it? I bet 99% of you would agree with what I said. Cos it's the truth what :3 Every once in a while, life decides to throw an obstacle on our way and we should emerge slightly less dysfunctional and become a lot more stronger :) Most of us would try to overcome the difficulties presented in their life. But some people choose to escape, we should face it, okay? Ladies and gentlemen , life is not always a bed of roses; one must be prepared for the ups and downs in life. ;B

I feel awkward now. Why? Hmm~ I was reading my old blog post that I posted years ago. & suddenly have a kind of awkward feeling. To be, blogging is like writing a diary, is where I express my feelings & thoughts. I read through what I wrote about my feelings to my ex boyfriend. When I broke up with my boyfriend, I felt like dying, I told myself I'm not going to get another guy anymore, I can't live without him. But now, I realized how stupid I was? I survived until now!! Love is not everything, we can't just live like that. Life is not just about loving your boyfriend or husband. It's not right. No one can't live without someone.

My grandma is not feeling well lately. When we talk to her, she do answer us, but we cannot understand her language. We were thinking, is that one of the symptom of having stroke? So, my mom and my aunt brought my grandma to Timberland for blood test, the doctor said my grandma's kidney is not functioning well anymore, it's time to control! They told my grandma on what the doctor said, she just replied,:'' Ohh~ ''. & yet she's not drinking water all the time, she doesn't wanna listen to anyone of us!! :C During night time, me and my mom decided to visit a guy who was a Chartered Accountant, previously working in a bank as a bank manager and has just retired. He was a english educated person but believes in spiritual. He can tell you what happened to *SOMEONE* by giving him the *SOMEONE's* name, the time that *SOMEONE* was born. So we visited him and asked him about our grandma. He knew what happened to my grandma, he knew she is staying at home everyday alone. He said when someone grows older, & has no religion, the power gets lower and that is what attracted those spiritual to come to her. He's so convincing, no matter what he says about spiritual, he'll give us scientific example. Not like the others, just telling you there is ghost in your house, blah blah blah~ I feel so comfortable listening to what he said, everything sounds reasonable. 

P/S: It's time to stop I guess? :P

Mood : Random

Songs : Ombak Rindu by Hafiz & Adira

I haven been updating my blog for quite a long time, again. I wasn't in the mood to blog lately. I have no idea why I feel so sick lately :C. It's 5.08pm now, yet I'm still working in the office. Oh wait, or I should use the word blogging rather than working? By the way, I'm editing my blog template today. I won't complete it so soon. Maybe take a few days for me to complete everything and make it perfect? :D It's been years I didn't touch blog codes. So it takes time for me to figure out the codes ( forgive me, I'm old already :C ). By the way, will complete things as soon as possible. I'm not feeling well now, gotta stop right here I guess? I feel dizzy :( 

P/S : Bon Voyage! ♥

Mood: Down

I asked myself again and again, what should I do? What should I go for? Life is so _______. Fill in the blank with your own words. Different people have different point of view. Why did I choose Accounting at first? WHY? I love maths, very. But accounting is not just all about maths. It is stress when you work as an accountant or doing any job relates to account. It's all about money money money. That's the only thing I can describe about my job. I see numbers everyday. Wondering what do I want? I wanted to live in my own world. Sometimes I do hope I wouldn't wake up from my dream. I just realize how mean can human be after I come out to work. You'll get what I mean when you started working. It's time for me to think of my future. I have to wake up before it's too late.!!!

P/S : Think before you do.!

Happy MoonCake Festival to everyone~ :D ! Have you enjoy playing lantern with you parents? I know you might think it's very childish and immature. But, it is like family reunion, a activity that you can do with you parents and spend time with them.

Wondering what is Mooncake Festival? When is it? On the 15th day of August every year on the Chinese Lunar Calendar, which falls on the 22nd of September this year - 2010, everyone said it has the biggest and roundest full moon of the year, which is a sign of abundance. So, lets pray that we can see the biggest and roundest moon tonight :D! And once again, most of the Chinese all over the world will be celebreting Mooncake Festival, which is also called as Mid Autumn Festival. For couples, it is a night that is full of romance while moon-gazing~! Mid-Autumn Festival is like any other of the celebrations, there are exciting ancient histories and legends. There are many types of mooncake, example: green tea, pandan, red bean, and many more. Some would also have egg york, nuts and seeds in them like peanuts and walnuts. As for me, I only eat green tea and panfan flavored mooncake. For my parents, we usually gather up at my grandma's house to eat and enjoy playing lanterns together with all my cousins :D! Sometimes, we will bring mahjong and cards there too. We aren't gambling, just playing x:! For me, all the mooncake tasted very sweet! So I would suggest you to enjoy your mooncake with tea :D! So that it's not that sweet.

Sorry for not updating my blog again. I was very busy until I didn't online for 2days, new record XD! I didn't online on Wednesday because I went dinner. There is an old man turned 91 years old on Wednesday. He is my grandma's blah blah. I don't know x:

I cant online yesterday because I had class for the whole day, and hang out with my friends at night :D! I watched Step Up 3 with Susan, Lawrence, Yao Cheng, Kelvin, Melvin, and 6 more unknowns. Me and Susan reached MBO to buy the ticket around 7.30pm, we just realized the only seats left were all in the first and second row, separated some more. But we still decide to watch Step Up 3. The way they dance were so COOL! This is a movie that you must watch! :D Alright, after watching movie, we decided to go to Chilax to drink and enjoy? XD All of us were sitting together, twelve of us - 5 of us from Sunway and seven unknown. x: Oh wait, one of them is my friend's brother. I haven't seen him for few years, so I couldn't really recognize him. I went through the menu, the names of the drinks were so cool. Etc: Doctor's Potion, Professor's something ( I forgot ), Bloody something, Grab 'ur' love and more. Sorry that I can't remember all of the names. Me and Susan ordered Bohemian Rhapsody. It tasted nice but it was a bit too sweet for me. We were playing Jenga while waiting for our drinks. One of the waitress or boss, talked rudely. I mean there is nothing wrong with the words she used, but I can somehow feel that she was 'behsong' from her tone. Okay, back to Jenga! Wondering what is Jenga? Jenga is a type of board game ( I guess ) which is played with 54 pieces of wooden blocks. To set up the game, the included loading tray is used to stack the initial tower which has 18 levels of three blocks placed adjacent to each other along their long side and perpendicular to the previous level. Once the tower is built, the person who built the tower moves first. Moving in Jenga consists of taking one and only one block from any level of the tower, and placing it on the topmost level in order to complete it. Only one hand at a time may be used to remove a block; either hand can be used, but only one hand may be in contact with the tower at a time. Blocks may be bumped to find a loose block that will not disturb the rest of the tower. Any block that is moved out of place may be left out of place if it is determined that it will knock the tower over if it is removed. The game ends when any piece of the block falls from the tower, other than the piece being knocked out to move to the top. The loser is the person who made the tower fall. However, if one or more blocks fall but all players agree that they can be put back on the tower for play to resume, that is in keeping with the cooperative aspect of the game. During the game, all the players which were twelve of us, take turns to remove a block from a tower and balance it on top, creating a taller and increasingly unstable structure as the game progresses. Some of us purposely take blocks that will cause the tower to collapse , and this cause the game to be more exciting. You must try it if you never play before! :D &yeah, me reached home at 12.30am. That is why I can't blog =x

Photos will be uploaded as soon as possible! :D