Mood : Random

Listening : that's when I love you by Aslyn 

Life, could be scary. So here's the deal. Everyone lives with different life. Some people are rich and pretty and they can get whatever they want to, where as some people are poor and ugly and they cant get whatever they want to. Life's unfair, right? Agree with it? I bet 99% of you would agree with what I said. Cos it's the truth what :3 Every once in a while, life decides to throw an obstacle on our way and we should emerge slightly less dysfunctional and become a lot more stronger :) Most of us would try to overcome the difficulties presented in their life. But some people choose to escape, we should face it, okay? Ladies and gentlemen , life is not always a bed of roses; one must be prepared for the ups and downs in life. ;B

I feel awkward now. Why? Hmm~ I was reading my old blog post that I posted years ago. & suddenly have a kind of awkward feeling. To be, blogging is like writing a diary, is where I express my feelings & thoughts. I read through what I wrote about my feelings to my ex boyfriend. When I broke up with my boyfriend, I felt like dying, I told myself I'm not going to get another guy anymore, I can't live without him. But now, I realized how stupid I was? I survived until now!! Love is not everything, we can't just live like that. Life is not just about loving your boyfriend or husband. It's not right. No one can't live without someone.

My grandma is not feeling well lately. When we talk to her, she do answer us, but we cannot understand her language. We were thinking, is that one of the symptom of having stroke? So, my mom and my aunt brought my grandma to Timberland for blood test, the doctor said my grandma's kidney is not functioning well anymore, it's time to control! They told my grandma on what the doctor said, she just replied,:'' Ohh~ ''. & yet she's not drinking water all the time, she doesn't wanna listen to anyone of us!! :C During night time, me and my mom decided to visit a guy who was a Chartered Accountant, previously working in a bank as a bank manager and has just retired. He was a english educated person but believes in spiritual. He can tell you what happened to *SOMEONE* by giving him the *SOMEONE's* name, the time that *SOMEONE* was born. So we visited him and asked him about our grandma. He knew what happened to my grandma, he knew she is staying at home everyday alone. He said when someone grows older, & has no religion, the power gets lower and that is what attracted those spiritual to come to her. He's so convincing, no matter what he says about spiritual, he'll give us scientific example. Not like the others, just telling you there is ghost in your house, blah blah blah~ I feel so comfortable listening to what he said, everything sounds reasonable. 

P/S: It's time to stop I guess? :P